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Friday, October 10th, 2003
1:58 pm - Admin Notice!

^_^; Your other Admin and I have been talking.. and we've decided.

catchmeforever is now going to be on hiatus.

Now... don't get too upset. We will be back. But for now, we're going to take a break till we can get a lot of characters. At the moment, there are about two or three, tops four, posting.

You can't have a good rpg without the characters. So... we're taking a break. We're going to fix things up. We're going to make a story line. Personally, if I get bored, I'm going to make lj layouts for each character so it's a tad nify on the visual side.

We're also going to recruit people, and probaably do some test runs with new people, to see if they're any good. This rpg has been.. pretty bad. I'm not afraid to admit it. But when we come back (and we will) it will be better.

Seeing you in the near future, better than ever-
Admin 2-

PS: If you want to see the rpg come back sooner.. RECRUIT PEOPLE! ^_^; We're not as bad as we seem. In fact.. we really do want to have fun. n_n;

(7 shiny * pika pika)

Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
11:14 pm

Practiced my guitar a bit today. Seems most of everything is back to normal, as I just hang around here behind the backdrop of Shuichi's life. I've just decided to remain quiet about the whole thing. *shrugs* If he wants someone to talk to, I'll be there.
Hmm.......my hair has tons of split ends.......eh. I would hate to part with this lovely thing anyway. I like the way it moves and feels when I'm on stage...like it has a life of it's own.
Ech....I've been stuck in this place for days.....I think I'm going to take a walk or bike ride in the park.

current mood: blah

(pika pika)

Monday, October 6th, 2003
11:16 am - From the edge of death...

When I was away from Yuki, I was sure my life was going to fall apart. But even though I kind of expected to feel like that, it made me a little scared.

I wondered if it was really okay to feel so horrible because of that. That maybe Maiko was right when she said I was abnormal. Even if she meant it in a different way, it's still strange to not be able to live without another person, right?

But the more I thought about it, the more I doubted such a theory. I need Yuki because I love him. I need him like I need air. Like I need food. Like I need water and warmth in the Winter and computers and keyboards. And it's perfectly okay to do so. It's like a law of nature.

If you really love someone, you should do it with everything you have.
And once you do that... once you've given everything to them, they become indispensible. You can't live without them because everything you need to survive is wrapped up in them.

And that's how it should be.Collapse )

current mood: enthralled

(3 shiny * pika pika)

Saturday, September 27th, 2003
5:37 pm

He's back.

We had a small arguement when he came back... but he's back.

I had to get Tohma to drive me to the doctor's office today to get my medicines... I took a turn for the worse while he was gone, but now that he's back.. things should be looking up.

*hears loud crash from kitchen*

... Or maybe they'll just go back to normal. /*)_-

[OOC: Attention all RPGers... sign in and check the admin post. It's important. Thank you.]

(pika pika)

Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
10:13 pm - taggled

heh, heh, heh!

I've found him again! This is definitely destiny. He didn't seem to recognise who I was but he recognised Kumagorou, which I still have, and not going to give back until he at least remembers my name! >_<''

I didn't get to tie him up and take him home though :( there were waaaay too many cops patroling around that kiddies park. Like c'mon, would any crimes be committed at kiddies parks? ^_^

current mood: chipper

(pika pika)

Thursday, September 18th, 2003
6:26 pm

I had a dream... I had a dream that he came back...

But it was just a dream. I woke up today.. and he wasn't here...

But it seemed so real...

current mood: still alone

(1 shiny * pika pika)

Tuesday, September 16th, 2003
12:42 am - Yume da?

I don't know what to say anymore.

I don't know what to do. All I can do is try to do my work as best as I can, although I really don't even want to do that anymore. I can't skip out, though. I shouldn't let anymore people down, I guess.

We're doing another single, but nothing's coming out right. Everyone blames me, even though not everyone will say so. But you know... they're right. So what's the point in going to work if I'm just going to screw it all up anyway?
But they'll just say 'well, don't screw it up, then.' ...so I have to go no matter what.

I called Yuki once. I wanted to see how he was. If he was happier without me. It's not that hard to find me. I don't even WANT to be lost!!

But there wasn't any answer... I called again, then gave up.

Maiko says I should just go back. She's been pushing me for a week, but she never finds any reason that I should. Well, she has, I guess... but I don't think they're very good.

Tomorrow, maybe... I'll just go see if Yuki is okay... Unless he's changed the lock already... maybe I can just peek in and make sure he's not dead. That'll be okay, right? He doesn't even have to notice me...

I really want him to, though...

current mood: depressed

(pika pika)

Sunday, September 14th, 2003
11:21 am

I... I don't know where he is.

I didn't even bother looking. He obviously got sick of me...

I should have known that this would happen.

The phone won't stop ringing... but I know it's not him. I unplugged it.

So all I've been doing is drinking my sorrows away.

current mood: alone

(pika pika)

Friday, September 12th, 2003
5:32 pm - Wherefor art thou, Shuichi?

Is Shu-chan dead? >_> <_< I heard he was back, and I've tried calling 'his' place like every couple hours or so, and I don't get an answer. *sigh* I should probably just go over there to see if he's ok. In other news, I had to get a new guitar. My old one became neglected, and the rain-moisture got to it and effed it up. -_-* So much for my carelessness. And it was a good one too! T_T I'll miss that geetahr....*munches on strawberry pocky*

current mood: contemplative

(pika pika)

Monday, September 8th, 2003
5:35 pm - I tried.

I've stayed away as long as I could, and it doesn't seem to matter at all. After a day I would have found Yuki and brought him back with me, no matter what! >.<

But even though he promised not to leave me, I guess he just hoped I would leave instead. And then I did... so he got what he wanted, and I just feel like an idiot.

I never actually imagined that I could ever be so completely indispensible to Yuki, you know? I never thought that there would be some point where he wouldn't be able to live without me... but I wanted to try. Maybe this was a stupid thing to do at this point. Maybe I should never have left...

I know that this is all my fault.. but what can I do? I want to go back.. and I want to say that I'm sorry and hope he'll let me stay.. But if he wanted me back he would have come get me. If I go back, all he'll do is kick me out again... so what will be the point?

I wonder if this is the end, then?

current mood: crushed

(2 shiny * pika pika)

Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
10:23 pm - is this... stalking?

I've been quite busy lately >^.^<

Almost a week ago I'm positive I bumped into Sakuma Ryuichi~! I even got to exchange a few words with him... well, that is until he kinda ran away ;_; I didn't think he'd be scared of his own name... but I'm positive it's him!

He may've ran away but he dropped his kumagoro (it's mine now! :3

I'm sure if I go around the park where I last saw him I'd bump into him again. This time I'm prepared, once I see him I'll tie him up so he won't be able to run away! ^_^v

current mood: determined

(3 shiny * pika pika)

Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
4:37 am - Admin. Post. o.o

Seriously. You people need to post. Please do so. ^_^

People who need to post:

Thank you. ^_^

current mood: distressed

(8 shiny * pika pika)

Sunday, August 24th, 2003
4:42 am - Absenceeee...

I'm going to disappear... Not forever. And not from everyone. I think... just from Yuki.

Tomorrow I'm going on a little trip. Just for myself. And maybe when I return, I'll be better. And Yuki will be happier with me. Maybe everyone will be happier with me.

I can't say where I'm going, but I'll be at work in the afternoon. I've got a lot of time to make up (or else, K said.. o_O). So if you need me... there I am. But Yuki, I won't be home...

...I don't think Yuki will bother looking for me anyway. Still... ._.

current mood: numb

(pika pika)

Thursday, August 21st, 2003
2:25 pm - Wheee....

So, I'm better.

So many people seemed to worry about me. Even Hiro called. I have no idea what he said, but he called and that's all that really matters. I imagine he was expressing extreme concern for me and all, because he's just that kinda guy. All nice and caring and whatever. I wish I knew more people like Hiro.

Sakuma-san also called. He said he was going to come over, but by the time he got here, I guess I was asleep again. He called later to yell at me for being too dead or something.

But I have to admit, as much as that all made me all happy and whatnot, I was really waiting for Yuki. And so when I woke up and found him watching over me, I couldn't help it. I just started crying. I mean, yeah... I didn't really think he would just leave me in the middle of the floor without even a word or a kick to make sure I was still alive or anything, but... he was actually watching. He worried so much. Yuki did. My Yuki.

I think I'll have to go to work tomorrow. Yuki refuses to believe I'm sick anymore, and after last night I don't think I can summon the energy to convince him. Still... I wonder which will be worse: Hanging around here for another day without a Yuki to take care of me (since he doesn't believe I'm sick anymore), or going in to work to find everyone hating me for taking off so long?

current mood: anxious

(pika pika)

Saturday, August 16th, 2003
1:05 am - Adminish things. o_o


Guess what?

I'm changing the community again!

Basically, I realised that the friends page only shows posts within the last two weeks. It's very inconvenient to have to go to everyone's personal journal to find posts made before then. So I decided that maybe we will instead post in the community itself.

Posts will still be made the way they are made now. Just, instead of posting only in the personal journal, they will be posted in the community.

Don't worry, though. If you need to say something important ooc, you can still do that. Just make sure it says 'ooc' at the top. Very soon, I will create a seperate ooc community for just such things. I just... need to locate a code right now. x.x

So! I leave it to you now. ^__^
Have fun! Don't hate me too much! I'm still learning and figuring out what works and what doesn't as I go. This is still new to me. x.x

current mood: nervous

(pika pika)

Friday, August 1st, 2003
12:31 am - ~______________________~

i know i know, i'm lazy, i said i'd post and didn't. you may kill me. ._. i've just been working and being lazy/sick/broken. I will read through the journals this weekend and try to figure out what's going on, and finally post. ._.

*stabs self in the eye*

current mood: ditzy

(1 shiny * pika pika)

Sunday, June 8th, 2003
6:23 pm

Um... ::points to Yuki:: XD I totally blame him for the last paragraph of my latest entry. It's all his fault.
Speaking of latest entries... have we all died? Oo; ::pokes everyone:: Wake up! ^__^; Also... are we ever all going to get together and plan something? Just wondering...

current mood: confused

(24 shiny * pika pika)

Sunday, June 1st, 2003
7:35 am - bwa!

bwahahaha nori-chan lives! and we have new people! *glomps everyone* T__T
*cough* anyhoo.. yeah here's the basics.

the name's kitten.. or nori-chan.. or katze or katzchen or hey you or just about anything else you can think of. i'm online almost 24/7 and am known for being up for days on end. so umm.. the statz :D

i play Noriko noriko_chan

AIM: OmiLovesKen, ShinySemeShuichi, or Alikxandre. I'm on all of them at the same time usually.
MSN: omi_loves_ken@hotmail
ICQ: 159513581
YIM: ssj6_pan

i'm on everything almost all the time. feel free to im but beware cuz half the time i'll babble your ear off. if that happens, tell me to shut up. and i promise nori will post soon :P XD

current mood: busy

(3 shiny * pika pika)

Thursday, April 17th, 2003
3:49 pm - -admin- So hi~...


So... you all can post whenever you want. xD

I wasn't really sure how you guys would like for this to work, but for now my posts are on the characters' journals themselves, with no posts here. That way, you go to the community's friends page to read them, and the community is used as just a type of gateway to them and a place for important ooc things.

I like it, so that's where my posts are. If anyone has a problem with doing it that way, just let me know. ^_^

For now... go on. Play! Post! *push*

current mood: nervous

(2 shiny * pika pika)

Saturday, April 5th, 2003
1:24 pm - Hihi!

Playing: Tatsuha
Journal: tatsuha_uesugi
Contacts: MSN himitsu__@hotmail.com
AIM PureMagelet or TearleSereph
ICQ 91077829

I'm mostly on ICQ or AIM ^__^

(pika pika)

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